Thursday, June 20, 2013

Day171 Year2013

Time: 1004hrs
Mood: Clinically Depressed


Hindi ako bagay na tinatapon pag di kailangan o laruan na tinatabi sa kung saan. Hindi ako manikang paglalaruan at pinapagalaw sa anumang kagustuhan.

Hindi ako pusang dadamputin at aampunin, pag namatay magkukupkop muli. Tao akong hindi perpekto. Madaming kakulangan at ang isip ay magulo. Pero un ay dahil TAO ako. Isang COMPLEX na nilalang dahil evolved na ang utak ko.

I need love, affection, warmth and kindness. Not only the basic needs.
I need strength and courage.
I need people to fill the void, not expand it.

So if you think you can't do that but just sucks up to me when you need someone like me, then get out of my life. I have no need for you.

Damn this kind soul. Damn this weak mind.
Damn this forgiving nature.
I need to kill this part of me somehow....

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