Saturday, June 6, 2015

Day157 Year2015

Time: 0005hrs
Mood:  Horny


"I'm horny!"
"So horny tonight~"

As the song goes, I am freaking horny as heck!
It's midnight and I'm watching porn all by my lonesome self.
It may be a physical need, but truthfully, I'm still a virgin.
I don't know how sex feels like.

I'm really envious of gays who can go all out and just pick someone up from nowhere.
I'm a little too shy around people, so I can't possibly do that sort of thing.
And the one thing that I don't have, money, is very important, it seems.
As I am aware, money = sex. Lols.

Anyway, back to my horniness...
Can't even find a freaking dildo in this conservative nation!
HIV is rampant but they prohibit sex toys? Hahahah!
It's the church that keeps on butting on everyone's business!
Telling the world what is and what is not right even though the government and the church should be separate matters and power.

I hate how the church of this nation preaches morality, when the priests are big perverts and pedophiles and most of them have families or children on the side.
They preach and preach with words and not action.
Just empty words as usual.

They even tried to excommunicate our President for approving the RH Law.
With the problem of overpopulation rampant and the deaths of pregnant mothers innumerable, they preach yet again. Unyielding and preaching only about things that were a fact 100 or 1000 years ago.

Back to my sexual needs...
I can't even imagine how people get their partners!
I see ugly people happily walking with someone in the streets.
I hear fatties talk about their lovers.
Considering how I'm normal, I ask myself, "what the fuck is wrong with me?!"
"Why won't anyone choose me?!"

Fuck!
I'm so horny!
I want to lose my virginity asap!
If this was a country somewhere in America, I can do it in a blink of the eye!
But no...this is the fucking country of the Philippines!

Or rather, I don't have the underground workings or knowledge or the right connections to get laid.

*sigh*
What does a dick taste like?
What does it feel to have cum inside of me?
Questions that I fear will remain as such, questions.

Maybe I wasn't meant to procreate so as to avoid another psychopathic lunatic like me in this world.
Or its just that money is everything that would even buy me all the happiness I will want (?).

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